The Real...

The real, the non mythical, the non fictional, the
all to surreal deal and highly physical, the real

I never understood my trials and tribulations, nor
my very creation in this world, the real

tell me what im here for, im a half breed soldier
tangled in spiritual war, the real

what is your role in my life, why do you cause me
so much pain, why do you cause me so much strife,
the real,

I need a break from the pain, few seconds to clear
my skies from all the rain, the real

that didnt work, lets make a deal, i do what i
gotta do, you do what you gotta do, the real

i feel alone in this game, of life, ready to end
it all with this knife, the real,

death is surley soon to come, but i cant make
an insicine in my skin i need a gun, the real

screw all those bullets i need one, a pull of the
trigger, and all my troubles become none, the real

I cannot even cock the hammer, to send the surge
through me, need a chemical to do me, the real

i look at bleach as it sits in the glass, i attempt
to take a sip, but this sip will be my last, think fast....

rethink your life for what its worth, how many people need
you, how many would you hurt, the real,


get back on base, with your faith, stretch out your hand,
submit to god, who gives us grace,

The real, the non mythical, the non fictional, the
all to surreal deal and highly physical,

The real, the non mythical, the non fictional, the
all to surreal deal and highly physical,

The real.............