Love finally

So close to heavenly this girl she was divine, aint wanna disrespect her so i chose another time, i

had to catch her on a day when she would look her worst, and leave her ego sitting on the table in

her purse, we had to bump heads in a way she wouldn't notice, so i could get attention but i didn't

wanna show this, i played it off lovely as i peeked around the corner, look up to the heavens pray'n

it didn't dawn on her, that i was in pursuit for a while now, im willing to bow down, all my playa

cards for this one i could crown thou, queen of the impossible.... i need a hospital, im love sick and

i need relief quick, love doc said the playa don't deserve another chance, so i said remove it from

me, so my love life could advance, now back to reality my missions in continue, i turned the

corner grinning cause i knew that i was winning, i open up my mouth without a doubt, and then

my phone rang, by the time i looked back up my girl was out.....ouch

Girls just wanna have fun

When im ready for you, you aint ready for me, so im guessing that
means, we aint ready for we, she aint ready for he, he seems ready
to be, in love, but seems to be in love just only he, because she frontin,
and every time he asks her out, she says she wants to have fun no
man to worry bout, other words she wants to fck, with not ties and/or relations,
it's like i never knew you, speaking foreign like a Haitian, we've been in deep
communication, since the start of education, but now shes sleeping on me, but
im faced with deprivation, remember you a time bomb, when you messing with these dudes,
they'll blow your stomach up, and leave you when support is due, but I'll never
do you wrong, remember when the disk jockey first played our song, we danced all
night long, and when we couldn't speak without smiling at each other, and the
first time i said ma'am was when i met your mother, but you dont seem to value the
moments that we've had, you wanna have fun and dip love which truthfully is sad....cause girls just wanna have fun....

Guilty set up

So take a look in my eyes, and tell me what you really see when i cry,
a man whos lost it all, or a mans cunning disguise, look fast, because a
stare could lead to your demise, and yeah you feeling bad makes it easy
on the thighs, the chase, for first place to your hearts bout to start,
and iv'e been running for this gold since last march, so i put on my shoes
and i wait for the gun, im cocked and fully loaded, spittin game from the
tongue, you cannot get away neither, because i am quick with mine, before
you change the subject, i present another line, so you smile and say that's
kind, i start to smile in my mind, because i got you, the venus fly trap and
the fly......

Ode to hip hop

Oh hip hop, where for art thou flava, where a mist is thy influence
on the black man, is thou hidden deep within the narrows of thy master,
i hear the clinks of your chains as they drag across dance floors to
the beat of the whips that crack, thus the phrase, that song is crack,
as rhythmic zombies you two step your way to devour the brains of
mankind, beginning with the helpless youth of your own, as creatures of
the night, you rebel against all that is pure and positive, so positively
there is no hope, but that new found hope is me, a rhythmic cure for the
common slave master trustee, a melodic harmony also known as the key, to
the shackles that cut deep inside those once upon a time independent feet,
that ran so fast that the white man picked you first in everything, I am
here, with the underground rail road fueled by god, so there will be no
stops to freedom, show your boarding pass instead of, showing your ass,
and climb on board the freight train to glory, reclaim your throne, BLACK MAN...

EQUAL RIGHTS

Dont act like the very situation dont exist, ignorance is bliss, but your rebutle is useless,
The truth is Your ashamed, Ashamed that the same game hopped the time frame, im a modern time
slave, YOu say im pointing the blame, you stand out like a sore thumb, you may not be
but three out of fives one, a racist, mythical in your oasis, Im living it every single day,
I aint create this, stereotypical phrases seep out of your mind, customizing statements into
fabricated lies, open your wide shut eyes to the truth that im spitting, explain how my job
application comes up missing, explain how we own no boats, but my people are sniffing, tell me
why my projects are surrounded by gates, why we got fried chicken named after the states, why
the chinese man own the whole block fam, where do our guns come from, cause we got more than
japan, whoa...We are the leading cause for everything not good, and everything thats good finds
it's way out the hood, we raise ourselves to be wild, and you cant understand why, growing
up we fought for everything,lord of the flies...Ya'll want change in this society, stand up for
whats right, im a man and your a man lets add and equal these rights....

With love comes life

My heart goes out to humanity...I love every soul as if it were my own...All i ask is for your love in return.
As i look back on those hearts that i have broken, hurt feels my chest. the same chest where my loving heart
beated for you once upon a time. I almost wanna cry when i think of the smiling faces of those individuals. The
smiles that greeted me in the depths of my dreams. I pray for your forgiveness. I beg that when you think of me
the most exciting moment we shared flashes before your eyes. Please love me again!
When i think of those who hurt me. I mean the ones who have swallowed me whole, and spit me into the fiery corners
of my own depiction of hell. I forgive you. I will show you the same love that i showed you when we were at our
peak of glory. I have been relieved of all anger, all spitefulness, and negative emotion. I love you again, this time
for eternity. I truly believe, that if we all love each other, we can solve any of lifes most difficult equations.
World peace being the first, homelessness, famine. Together we are Capax Infinite (capable of the infinite)...I love you

The Real...

The real, the non mythical, the non fictional, the
all to surreal deal and highly physical, the real

I never understood my trials and tribulations, nor
my very creation in this world, the real

tell me what im here for, im a half breed soldier
tangled in spiritual war, the real

what is your role in my life, why do you cause me
so much pain, why do you cause me so much strife,
the real,

I need a break from the pain, few seconds to clear
my skies from all the rain, the real

that didnt work, lets make a deal, i do what i
gotta do, you do what you gotta do, the real

i feel alone in this game, of life, ready to end
it all with this knife, the real,

death is surley soon to come, but i cant make
an insicine in my skin i need a gun, the real

screw all those bullets i need one, a pull of the
trigger, and all my troubles become none, the real

I cannot even cock the hammer, to send the surge
through me, need a chemical to do me, the real

i look at bleach as it sits in the glass, i attempt
to take a sip, but this sip will be my last, think fast....

rethink your life for what its worth, how many people need
you, how many would you hurt, the real,


get back on base, with your faith, stretch out your hand,
submit to god, who gives us grace,

The real, the non mythical, the non fictional, the
all to surreal deal and highly physical,

The real, the non mythical, the non fictional, the
all to surreal deal and highly physical,

The real.............

Toy tanks and paper planes

The angels swoop down from heaven, with arrows that peel caps back,
super charged wings on their backs, and eyes that see through rat
traps, undetectable minds, so you cant read the thoughts that, bid
fair wells from long ways, and make you want the past back...

The beast moves forward slowly as he searches for his next meal, growling
something serious, controlled and fueled by his will, he spits and hits
his prey an innocent puppy's what he kills, the mom is to far away to see,
but i bet she feels...

The angels and beasts are controlled to do what we say, The way we use
em's on us, but only during d-day, so replay, the current events of
mankind ways for days, and you'll find that the cause was cause us, but
when do we pay

Brain Freeze

I think on a different level than the average human being,
being that it's not a curse doesn't mean it's still a good thing,
i am unable to be surprised, cause if your thinking bout it,
it was already thought, and you cant teach me a lesson,
cause it was previously taught, my brain calculates the odds
and the possibilities, of every thing that ever was, even what
the future has to bring, in a relationship it sucks, because
i constantly assume, is she cheating, cause i aint get a text
all afternoon, my day to day has become a struggle all in itself,
i cant stop thinking about thinking hold on im thinking to myself,

I understand (heres the way)

have you ever sat back and wondered what is it all for,
and tried to answer it yourself, in the end you needed
more, so you come up with theories to satisfy your
inner self, quietly wishing that someone extend a hand
or send for help, im lost and weak bodied from the years
of disbelief, in a higher power coming back at night
like a thief, how do i get to know him for the true
god that he is, and come to terms with the regulations that
he gives, my funds aren't great, im bout to lose my real
estate, it seems like money is the ruler of the world
im done with faith...

see This is a sample of the worlds confusion, they have
no direction, point them in, do not abuse them, so now
you understand how it feels to be confused, they have that
first paragraph as their map, thats why they lose....

Helping hand

once again, from the observers point of view, i noticed
something weird about my people and maybe you, i looked
into the church world and seen alot of love lost, for
the unsaved, but it's okay, cause your serving the boss,
right, as long as there's a spot for me, i don't care what
they do, that's what a lot of people are saying, you probably
said it too, you have no tolerance for the weak and less
spiritually minded, sitting on a gold mine, not telling
others how to find it, you poke fun at the confusion of
man, like their a different specimen, like you were never
unsaved and sinning like the rest of them, when they come
to get saved, you run them out the door, enforcing law,
the ground rules, that make em ask "what for"?
Not talking bout the word, more like she said and i heard,
gossip repels a sinner from a church, it sounds absurd,
but true, it's so easy to get saved, says the saved man,
when im so caught in my struggles and you wont lend a saved
hand, but you'll look and shake your head saying shame on
you, no your the shame, you turned your back, now the blames
on you,

Just business (i guess)

you see the poor man struggle while the rich get richer, never
looking back, call em Lott but moving quicker, hanging us with
the rope while we climb to become bigger, im gasping for air
getting high until i shiver, filling out the paper work for
a job that we wont get, to be successful we need a ball so
take a hit, they tell us not to point the blame on you know
who, but in turn i gotta point and aim to feed my boo, there's
reasons for the season of treason against the man, damn, i only
do this just to support my fam, so if i wanna eat, then i gotta
pull the trigger, and salute to die, say goodbye, Iraqi nigga...

Love me (i need it)

I was just inspired by a friend of mine to write on the subject of love. I sat and
thought, and then thought some more. See, im familiar with the love of a friend,
and the love of a mother. But Ive never experienced the love between a man and
woman. Everything that i have ever written about love is from the observers
perspective. I see the happiness, I see the tears, and i see those unexplainable
moments. The look of two people when they stare in each others eyes. It's almost
like they make each others heart skip. I truly believe in love. But i have yet to feel
it. I'm actually excited to know what it's like. Loneliness is tearing me apart. I've
been told by females that love is looking me dead in the face. But it wasn't. I didn't
feel the same way. I want someone who makes me nervous when i look in her eyes,
who's voice leaves me speechless, and the very thought of her beauty makes me
praise god. Light smooth skin, long hair, a unique and distinct voice, eyes clear and
hazel, with a beautiful well kept physique. I want her to love me with the same
intensity. As you see in my poems, i got a lot of love to give. Hopefully soon, I write
a poem about finally finding her..........This was a prayer as well

My Dream

you may laugh, you make poke fun, at many dreams, but i
have one, my dream is real, one that i can feel, and taste,
although you say it's a waste, my dream is protected locked
in by faith, no matter how tall, no matter how far fetched
i may explain, my dream is real and i believe that god will
say the same, when someone tells you of a dream, embrace,
look them in the face, and say dreams are real, just have
faith.........thank you nise...

Love infection

started out as true love, and then we put our lust in it, flesh couldn't
wait a little, so we started rushing it, I entered into your temple unworthy
of your sacred gift, now we wonder where it went, our love is now emotionless,
make it like it used to be, when i used to hear your name, my heart would swell
times two or three, now sin is all i feel for thee, amazing how you'll take pure
love, dilute it like illegal drugs, cook it into something raw, watch it blow (sniff)
to nothing more, now our souls ties have cohesed, but loves been taken from our
reach, our hearts lie empty, but staying connected, that is how love gets infected.....

Thanks but no thanks

We often seek help, and live off of the advice of others, like when your bodies changing so you consult in a father and or mother, but no matter how smart or wise they maybe, man will always lead you astray, misinterpretations, lies, and false prophetic words will break an already broken heart, there is no harm in trying to help, but when was the last time man was actually correct about something, we often if not always live by opinion, i kno we dont live off of facts , because if we did, the world would be a safe and peaceful place, but it's not, opinions of man has ruined relationships of our highest elders, and generals, finally trickling down to the lowest ranking, we take sides, living our lives by the views of others, it's amazing, the advice you get from others who have never experienced a fraction of what you live, It's always so easy to them, watch who you share yourself with, make sure they give productive advice, usually fueled by experience...